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My life has just been about work for the past months. My desire, my dream of being a better person isn’t happening at all. I tend to lose focus on the most important things—my relationship with Him, my family, myself. I survive without turning on my playlist or without holding my guitar the whole day. I can’t believe it. It’s ironic..music used to be my medicine. I guiltily confess that I don’t get to finish my prayers at night because I’m always too sleepy & tired to stay awake (which I know is not an excuse). Okay..will not continue writing this. Might say things that I would regret later. All I know is…changes have occurred. I’m different now.
And right now, I’m not liking this “different me” so.. I will find a way to get back to who I used to be— the girl who had so much passion, love, strength, and kindness to offer.
**To whoever is reading this: Sorry for this dramatic post. Just had to do it. Thanks for understanding.
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